let the record show that when i was blogging about getting a little tangled up in a heroin crowd last fall she was dead silent but as soon as i get a touch weepy about being dumped by someone i was in love w/ bc his family thought i was a deadbeat she’s on the frontlines to tell me to chill? parents are weird 

it’s probably good advice i’m just too tired & sad to constructively respond to even well intentioned guidance rn

my mom just called to tell me: “please remember to water your succulents” & “stop blogging about him you need to let go” oh my god

slice my face off and take away all my sharpies guh

slice my face off and take away all my sharpies guh

imagine someone loving u enough to write a song like this 

don’t ever let me associate chris knoxes’ “not given lightly” w/ a boyfriend or girlfriend or partner or anyone because i never want that song ruined for me it’s a perfect love song and i never want to not be able to listen to it i’ve tarnished 2 many songs i love by fixing them to people

this is making me want to die but i can’t stop

bus ride doodles were distinctly domestic today

bus ride doodles were distinctly domestic today

feelin inspired by late 80s independent press comics

feelin inspired by late 80s independent press comics

nooo the album she broke was my double LP copy of the wrens’ meadowlands that i’ve had since i was 16 and now fetches as high as 60+ on discogs.. plus just last month she trashed an ildjarn tape of mine cause her tapedeck is for shit

if i was at all a confrontational person i’d be appropriatly pissed

not a hopeful note to come home to

not a hopeful note to come home to

the funniest instance was in december i put HANL for “that purpose” (i had just gotten deathconsciousness on vinyl as a gift) and afterwards i was like “wow yeah that was really intense and good and cathartic i feel so close to you now” and he just kind of backed off and said “yeah that was morbid and weird and i think your game was a little off but hey there’s always tomorrow night” RIP me and my bad taste in partners and worse taste in mood music forever 

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Fuck i did that with arthur russell too! What the bloody hell

nooo really that’s so weird? what album did you use? “another thought” was a go-to of mine for awhile cause i’ve always thought it was romantic in a hollow way and like, deceptively sensual or something. also sometimes “world of ehco” but fuck i’m so mad at myself now

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just a quick bus ride doodle nothing for today 
feat. words from a friend i’ve tried to keep close lately

just a quick bus ride doodle nothing for today 

feat. words from a friend i’ve tried to keep close lately

i’ve had this clipping from a 1976 summer issue of “this england” pinned up in my kitchen since i moved in- it makes me happy everytime i see it

i’ve had this clipping from a 1976 summer issue of “this england” pinned up in my kitchen since i moved in- it makes me happy everytime i see it